One things for sure…my body is certainly cooperating much better in 2014 than it did the second half of 2013.
I used to get my period only a few days after stopping any form of progesterone. Last year after my D&C, no amount of progesterone would bring on a period. This year, since surgery, things are normal. My last dose of Prometrium was last Thursday. I started spotting on Saturday with my period and cycle day one, officially starting yesterday.
T and I basically decided that with us being on vacation next week and my body feeling wrecked from all the meds, that we may just throw caution to the wind and try naturally this month. This is something we've not done since last June when we conceived our doomed ectopic. Since then, I've been so worried of another ectopic or just anything that would throw off moving forward with our DE transfer. But…here we are, talking gestational surrogate. So maybe, it's time to just go all in.
What are the chances anyway? I have DOR and a chronic thin lining. Hopefully the scar tissue that was blocking my tubes has remained clear and will reduce the odds of that happening again. But really, I just want to be normal. I want to go on vacation, let loose a little and see what happens.
When I called CCRM today, my nurse is out until Wednesday. The nurse that left me a message said she was unsure if my nurse is planning on putting me on birth control pills or not.
Well, no matter, I'm just going to request that we skip this cycle. I need a break. A break from the meds, a break from preventing, a break from CCRM…(don't tell them I said that).
My body just needs to be left alone for a few weeks.
Then…I can jump back into the depoLupron (depending on the biopsy results) or whatever protocol we'll be moving forward with…
Doesn't this seem like an okay plan or am I crazy??