Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Christmas Joy

This post is supposed to be for tomorrow. It's supposed to come after the beta numbers are in. We've all been in this game for far to long to trust our heart to a simple pregnancy test.

I've decided not to wait till tomorrow. Because I'm not sure it matters.

Because so far...it looks that good. 

At 5:30 EST time on Sunday at 4.75dp5dt. I received a text from K, asking if I was awake. I was. I was googling HPT's and BFN's at certain days past transfer. I was trying my best to prepare for what happens if this doesn't work.

What then?

What if we only have 3 embryos left? What if we transfer those...and then still...no baby?

At 5:30 am on Sunday...I received the first glimmer of hope that maybe, I would never have to ask that question.



And it's just got better from there...


And from there...

5.5dp5dt

And finally to this...at just shy of 7dp5dt...


So yes...I figured it's time to share with my most special friends that have pulled me through every dark moment...and every happy one. 

Beta test tomorrow. Will do a quick blog post, since I know we all have a Merry, Merry Christmas to celebrate. 

xoxo

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37 comments:

  1. AnonymousDecember 23, 2014 at 4:28 PM

    Congrats so happy for you guys! This just made my day!

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  2. AnonymousDecember 23, 2014 at 5:20 PM

    I am a new reader to your blog, but wanted to offer you congratulations. Truly wonderful news.

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  3. UnknownDecember 23, 2014 at 5:53 PM

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  4. AnonymousDecember 23, 2014 at 5:54 PM

    I have been following your blog (and I am a IF sufferer myself...my miracle BFP came on Halloween) and those are some gorgeous lines!!!! Congratulations and I am so happy for you! Merry Christmas!!!

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  5. KatherineDecember 23, 2014 at 6:11 PM

    Hooray!!! What a wonderful, miraculous Christmas gift!! Merry Christmas and Congratulations!!!

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  6. Krystal SullivanDecember 23, 2014 at 6:43 PM

    SO happy to see this! Congratulations and Merry Christmas!

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  7. JoJoDecember 23, 2014 at 7:01 PM

    Congratulations once again lady! I am truly happy for u u truly deserve this wondeful miraculous news. I hope tomorrow's results bring u more joy for a wonderful Xmas celebration.

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  8. AramisDecember 23, 2014 at 7:15 PM

    Long time lurker, first time commenter. Congratufreakinlations!!

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  9. Kari B.December 23, 2014 at 7:44 PM

    Oh. My. Stars. I'm crying. As I kept scrolling down, the tears and happiness overpowered me! Finally! It is finally your turn, girl!! I'm so happy for you. Oh if only I could jump through this computer screen and give you a giant hug right now! This is wonderful news. You never gave up. You always held your head up high and kept pressing forward even when times got tough. You are in inspiration and you will be an amazing mother! Merry Christmas!

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  10. Gypsy MamaDecember 23, 2014 at 8:04 PM

    Yes!!!! This is the best news I've heard in a long time!!! I am so so happy for you and T!

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  11. Aubrey December 23, 2014 at 8:08 PM

    I've been beaming since hearing this news!!!! Merriest of Christmases to YOU! XOXOXO

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  12. jAllenDecember 23, 2014 at 8:10 PM

    Ooh da lolly! That is one dark line! Such a beautiful sight! So ecstatic for you, T and K

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  13. MelissDecember 23, 2014 at 8:55 PM

    Ahhhhh congrats!!!! Yay for you! �� can't wait to hear the beta results!!!

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  14. BriannaDecember 23, 2014 at 9:08 PM

    Yes!!!!!!!!!

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  15. Dream ChaseDecember 23, 2014 at 9:23 PM

    Yea!!! CONGRATS!!!!

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  16. shayDecember 23, 2014 at 9:48 PM

    amazing news! thrilled for you!

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  17. AmandaDecember 23, 2014 at 9:56 PM

    This is literally all I want for Christmas! Hanging on to hope with you that your time has finally arrived! Anxiously anticipating the first beta! Love to you and T! Congrats to you both!

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  18. AugustaDecember 23, 2014 at 10:19 PM

    Oh.My.Heavens. This is REAL. This is IT.
    It is now YOUR turn to receive good news.
    I am so thrilled for you.

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  19. Caroline @ In Due TimeDecember 23, 2014 at 10:34 PM

    Yay momma!!! Seriously, best Christmas present EVER!!!!! Loved seeing this on insta! So pumped!

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  20. HollyDecember 24, 2014 at 12:11 AM

    woo hoo whoo hoo! I 100% agree. It's YOUR turn!!! Yay for fertile gestational carriers (I'm biased) :) YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xxoo

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  21. AnonymousDecember 24, 2014 at 2:54 AM

    Wonderful Christmas news! 2015 will be your best ever. I am so, so happy for you. This brings back memories of my first positive HPT after lots and lots of treatments. There's nothing like turning that corner.

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  22. Janet Off KilterDecember 24, 2014 at 6:07 AM

    Amazing news! Congratulations...I am so happy for you!

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  23. UnknownDecember 24, 2014 at 7:58 AM

    I HAVE GOOSEBUMPS!!!!! I am so, so, so happy for you !!! Dancing for joy for you.

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  24. EmDecember 24, 2014 at 8:47 AM

    This is honestly the best Christmas present ever...for me! I can't think of anything I would have wanted more
    Than to get this news from you. The cruel thing about the blogging world is that I can't give you a real hug. Sending so much love to you, T, K and that little baby (or babies!!).

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  25. AmieDecember 24, 2014 at 8:57 AM

    This is amazing news!!! Congratulations and a Very Merry Christmas to you!! HUGS

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  26. AnonymousDecember 24, 2014 at 9:37 AM

    woooohooooo!

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  27. Just TDecember 24, 2014 at 9:56 AM

    Being a complete pee stick addict in my days, may I say this looks amazing! A very nice strong line. K will have high numbers from beta. In the hundreds for sure. Congrats and Merry Christmas!

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  28. HeidiDecember 24, 2014 at 10:59 AM

    I am literally jumping up and down! My husband this I'm nuts!! This is the GREATEST news I've seen in a long long time!! So ecstatic for you and the gift (s) that K is helping you receive. You deserve this so much. This is your time!!! Merry Christmas my sweet sweet friend!!!!

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  29. LesleyDecember 24, 2014 at 1:18 PM

    Hot Damn!! Sorry, swear word needed😀. You are going to have Labor Day baby/ies. Happy Christmas! Reminds me so much of mine in 2011.

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  30. UnknownDecember 24, 2014 at 4:41 PM

    LOVE! Sooooooo happy for you, pretty lady! It's all happening!!! Finally!!!! I just love this so much! Best Christmas MIRACLE ever!!!! Xoxoxo

    Ps: I hope you know I'm still reading along. Still praying. Still cheering. Still rooting! I just SUCK at commenting on the blog posts these days. Sorry :/

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  31. SaraDecember 28, 2014 at 2:28 PM

    Woo hoo!!!! This is the best Christmas gift ever!!! I have tears in my eyes I'm so happy for you :) I know there are only good things to come!

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  32. AislinnDecember 29, 2014 at 12:10 PM

    Oh Suzanne! What wonderful news! I know I'm late on congratulating you, but I wanted to stop by and send my well wishes <3

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  33. MJanuary 5, 2015 at 10:56 AM

    Most amazing news I've seen in a LONG time!!

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  34. EmilyJanuary 6, 2015 at 7:53 AM

    PLEASE forgive me for not commenting earlier. You know how happy I am for you from my email, but I wanted to congratulate you here too. Soooo happy beyond measure that you and T are expecting!!! :D xoxo

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