Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Christmas Joy

This post is supposed to be for tomorrow. It's supposed to come after the beta numbers are in. We've all been in this game for far to long to trust our heart to a simple pregnancy test.

I've decided not to wait till tomorrow. Because I'm not sure it matters.

Because so far...it looks that good. 

At 5:30 EST time on Sunday at 4.75dp5dt. I received a text from K, asking if I was awake. I was. I was googling HPT's and BFN's at certain days past transfer. I was trying my best to prepare for what happens if this doesn't work.

What then?

What if we only have 3 embryos left? What if we transfer those...and then still...no baby?

At 5:30 am on Sunday...I received the first glimmer of hope that maybe, I would never have to ask that question.



And it's just got better from there...


And from there...

5.5dp5dt

And finally to this...at just shy of 7dp5dt...


So yes...I figured it's time to share with my most special friends that have pulled me through every dark moment...and every happy one. 

Beta test tomorrow. Will do a quick blog post, since I know we all have a Merry, Merry Christmas to celebrate. 

xoxo

35 comments:

  1. Congrats so happy for you guys! This just made my day!

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  2. I am a new reader to your blog, but wanted to offer you congratulations. Truly wonderful news.

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  4. I have been following your blog (and I am a IF sufferer myself...my miracle BFP came on Halloween) and those are some gorgeous lines!!!! Congratulations and I am so happy for you! Merry Christmas!!!

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  5. Hooray!!! What a wonderful, miraculous Christmas gift!! Merry Christmas and Congratulations!!!

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  6. SO happy to see this! Congratulations and Merry Christmas!

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  7. Congratulations once again lady! I am truly happy for u u truly deserve this wondeful miraculous news. I hope tomorrow's results bring u more joy for a wonderful Xmas celebration.

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  8. Long time lurker, first time commenter. Congratufreakinlations!!

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  9. Oh. My. Stars. I'm crying. As I kept scrolling down, the tears and happiness overpowered me! Finally! It is finally your turn, girl!! I'm so happy for you. Oh if only I could jump through this computer screen and give you a giant hug right now! This is wonderful news. You never gave up. You always held your head up high and kept pressing forward even when times got tough. You are in inspiration and you will be an amazing mother! Merry Christmas!

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  10. Yes!!!! This is the best news I've heard in a long time!!! I am so so happy for you and T!

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  11. I've been beaming since hearing this news!!!! Merriest of Christmases to YOU! XOXOXO

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  12. Ooh da lolly! That is one dark line! Such a beautiful sight! So ecstatic for you, T and K

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  13. Ahhhhh congrats!!!! Yay for you! �� can't wait to hear the beta results!!!

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  14. amazing news! thrilled for you!

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  15. This is literally all I want for Christmas! Hanging on to hope with you that your time has finally arrived! Anxiously anticipating the first beta! Love to you and T! Congrats to you both!

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  16. Oh.My.Heavens. This is REAL. This is IT.
    It is now YOUR turn to receive good news.
    I am so thrilled for you.

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  17. Yay momma!!! Seriously, best Christmas present EVER!!!!! Loved seeing this on insta! So pumped!

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  18. woo hoo whoo hoo! I 100% agree. It's YOUR turn!!! Yay for fertile gestational carriers (I'm biased) :) YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xxoo

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  19. Wonderful Christmas news! 2015 will be your best ever. I am so, so happy for you. This brings back memories of my first positive HPT after lots and lots of treatments. There's nothing like turning that corner.

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  20. Amazing news! Congratulations...I am so happy for you!

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  21. I HAVE GOOSEBUMPS!!!!! I am so, so, so happy for you !!! Dancing for joy for you.

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  22. This is honestly the best Christmas present ever...for me! I can't think of anything I would have wanted more
    Than to get this news from you. The cruel thing about the blogging world is that I can't give you a real hug. Sending so much love to you, T, K and that little baby (or babies!!).

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  23. This is amazing news!!! Congratulations and a Very Merry Christmas to you!! HUGS

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  24. Being a complete pee stick addict in my days, may I say this looks amazing! A very nice strong line. K will have high numbers from beta. In the hundreds for sure. Congrats and Merry Christmas!

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  25. I am literally jumping up and down! My husband this I'm nuts!! This is the GREATEST news I've seen in a long long time!! So ecstatic for you and the gift (s) that K is helping you receive. You deserve this so much. This is your time!!! Merry Christmas my sweet sweet friend!!!!

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  26. Hot Damn!! Sorry, swear word needed😀. You are going to have Labor Day baby/ies. Happy Christmas! Reminds me so much of mine in 2011.

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  27. LOVE! Sooooooo happy for you, pretty lady! It's all happening!!! Finally!!!! I just love this so much! Best Christmas MIRACLE ever!!!! Xoxoxo

    Ps: I hope you know I'm still reading along. Still praying. Still cheering. Still rooting! I just SUCK at commenting on the blog posts these days. Sorry :/

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  28. Woo hoo!!!! This is the best Christmas gift ever!!! I have tears in my eyes I'm so happy for you :) I know there are only good things to come!

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  29. Oh Suzanne! What wonderful news! I know I'm late on congratulating you, but I wanted to stop by and send my well wishes <3

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  30. Most amazing news I've seen in a LONG time!!

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  31. PLEASE forgive me for not commenting earlier. You know how happy I am for you from my email, but I wanted to congratulate you here too. Soooo happy beyond measure that you and T are expecting!!! :D xoxo

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  32. just blogwalking.. Nice post and have a nice day :)

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