Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Hanging on by a thread

I'm struggling a little this week and I can't seem to find the words for my blog. So rather than worry over the "what if's", I'm just going to post what brings a smile to my face. 

Here are some of my favorite pictures from our trip to Texas a few weeks ago and let them speak for themselves...

Babies were the size of sweet potatoes!

Pretty sure I was replaced by none other than my husband with this little guy

It may look like I was replaced in her eyes, but truth be told, I'm still her favorite. :)

Pretty Ella

This girl rocks. Best big surro sister ever.

Taylor, Me & Ella
Love these girls

And finally...my boys...

Baby A

Baby B

Don't take my lack of words for something is wrong. K's blood was taken for the virus screening of CMV, Parvovirus & Toxoplasmosis last Monday. They told us they would have results in 5 days. I've pretty much kept it in the back of my mind up until this week. The combination of being crazy busy at work and things around the house seemed to make it pretty easy to get through last week. That was until this week when the results still aren't in...or something. They couldn't even find her file yesterday which could mean it's with the nurse or doctor...but still...that was 24 hours ago...and still no call. 

So I'm just nervous. So I'm waiting. Thinking all kinds of worse case scenarios. 

Or maybe I'm just sad cause I miss being in Texas, cause I'm pretty sure that's where my heart is...not just with my twin boys, but with K and her family.


  1. Ugh! I hope you get those results soon! But yay for that sweet baby bump! I'm so glad you had fun in Texas! Praying for some good news!

  2. Ugh! I hope you get those results soon! But yay for that sweet baby bump! I'm so glad you had fun in Texas! Praying for some good news!

  3. I really hope those results are back soon so it can ease your mind. When is the next u/s to check to see if it could be nothing? Thinking of you sweet girl

  4. Sending you some love. Hope the results come soon. It must be hard to be so far away from them.

  5. Oh Suz.... Praying all is ok. And that you are reassured very soon that your babies are perfect! I love seeing those pictures. It's like a long lost family reunited.... I love seeing such a big and beautiful smile on your face :) XO

  6. I've been thinking about you nonstop since your last blog post and hoping everything is okay. Loved the lics but I can only imagine the anxiety. Hope you get answers soon.

  7. These pictures speak a million words. It's beautiful seeing how two families connected so well. Praying that the results are nothing to worry about. Thinking of u!

  8. Praying that you have the results by now and know what's going on! Your babies are adorable and you are, too! Stay strong and we will keep the prayers coming!

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