I'm struggling a little this week and I can't seem to find the words for my blog. So rather than worry over the "what if's", I'm just going to post what brings a smile to my face.
Here are some of my favorite pictures from our trip to Texas a few weeks ago and let them speak for themselves...
Babies were the size of sweet potatoes!
Pretty sure I was replaced by none other than my husband with this little guy
It may look like I was replaced in her eyes, but truth be told, I'm still her favorite. :)
This girl rocks. Best big surro sister ever.
Taylor, Me & Ella
Love these girls
And finally...my boys...
Don't take my lack of words for something is wrong. K's blood was taken for the virus screening of CMV, Parvovirus & Toxoplasmosis last Monday. They told us they would have results in 5 days. I've pretty much kept it in the back of my mind up until this week. The combination of being crazy busy at work and things around the house seemed to make it pretty easy to get through last week. That was until this week when the results still aren't in...or something. They couldn't even find her file yesterday which could mean it's with the nurse or doctor...but still...that was 24 hours ago...and still no call.
So I'm just nervous. So I'm waiting. Thinking all kinds of worse case scenarios.
Or maybe I'm just sad cause I miss being in Texas, cause I'm pretty sure that's where my heart is...not just with my twin boys, but with K and her family.