I have really good news. News that I've been waiting on since last May when we decided to move forward with a gestational carrier and I was so lucky to have Kelly come in to our life.
We have a transfer date. And it's this year.
That would put her beta on December 26th. If she tested early (which she already said she would) we would know by Christmas. I couldn't ask for anything that would mean more or make me happier than to find out that she's pregnant with our baby.
I want so badly to be jumping for joy right now.
She started BCPS on Sunday and starts Lupron next Wednesday. Our FET cycle has begun.
But...there is always a but...
She is having her repeat antibody screen drawn today. With these results, which we most likely won't have for another week...this whole cycle (actually it will go way beyond this cycle) will come crashing down.
My heart is terrified right now. I mean, this is EVERYTHING on the line with this one simple blood test.
So think of her today as she goes in for this test. Send prayers and good thoughts that this is just a tiny fluke and all continues to move along beautifully as it has thus far. Think of me as I try and keep my sanity for this next week.