Well not only did AF decide to start slowly making her way into my life, yet again, right on schedule, but within an hour, I found out that one of my weekend getaways is pretty much ruined. (okay, it's one of the family ones, but regardless) T's step-sister is expecting number 2.
You have to understand what this means I'll be up against in 2 weeks. Trev's dad will be NON-stop going on and on about how awesome and wonderful it is. An entire 3.5 days of this. I had already geared myself up to the 2 preggo ladies I'll be seeing in the next few weeks, this was the last thing I needed. I hate feeling this way, but I think today was just extra emotional when AF arrived confirming what I already knew. We even discussed me canceling my flight and staying home so I didn't have to deal...until I realized that's cycle day 11-14. The last days of this month that I want to be away from T. So either I suck it up, or I forego this month. There is an obvious answer, but still sucks and I'm not looking forward it.
This awesomeness = 2 blog posts in one day.
Ugh! How annoying! Doesn't sound like there's any good answers to that one. Maybe you can put all your pent up frustration into BDing that weekend. That doesn't sound very romantic, but maybe the competitive spirit will take hold. :-)
ReplyDeleteI know what you're saying about being tired of being sad about all of this. It's so hard not to be, but I know I feel like I'm spending too much time being sad/frustrated. Being a jet-setter for the next few weeks may be a good thing.
I'm trying to put all of this out of my head but have been having crazy cramps in my left side for the last several days so it's kind of hard to ignore!
I hope this next cycle is the one for you and you can cancel that RE appointment!
Thank you, Ingrid. Hopefully this does give us a little extra kick that weekend. Guess I'll take whatever it takes at this point!
DeleteI hope your left-sidded cramps are a good thing. I've got all my fingers and toes crossed for you!
Ugh!!!! I totally get it! Sounds like you are going to have to gear up for one more pregnant lady. :( sorry hun! Get out a good cry before you go and bring a bottle of champagne (or two) just for you! I'm sorry you have to deal with this!
ReplyDeleteSuzanne, just big, big hug to you!!! I am so sorry for all of this. I know exactly how hard it is. My favorite thing to do around a preggo girl is just drink my heart out since they can't. Small consolation I know, but it's something. *hugs*
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