Thursday, September 13, 2012

Never ending cycle. Day 39

Seriously?! I'm all ready to start this next journey with my new RE + meds + IUI and I can't seem to start another cycle! I'm so frustrated I could scream. I took 5 days of Provera last week and finished that on Saturday. Here I am, 5 days after that, and still nothing.

W.T.F.

Sorry, it's going to be one of those posts. I've even been temping, kinda on and off, this cycle. There was a definite shift at some point. Hard to say exactly which day that happened, but I went from consistent temps of 97.33 for the first 23 days, to the past week and a half or so of temps of over 98. So potentially I did ovulate? I would have thought my temps wouldn't have rose had I not. I'm not thinking BFP, because well, there was no baby dancing...we were traveling to different parts of the country the past 2 weeks. (and yes, I did test just to be sure)

Even if I did ovulate around CD 23-24 (which is 2 weeks later than I normally do) then I'd be around 16 dpo. So either way, I'm late.

Again...WTF.

Isn't it bad enough we've been wanting a BFP for 14 months now and the month after month of disappointment, that when I finally get to move forward it's like my body is saying, nah. Lets just not.

This is me mad and annoyed.

4 comments:

  1. I was just getting ready to email and ask about AF. WTF indeed!!! Big fat mad frowny face!!!

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  2. I'm right there with you. Day 42. Just haven't called for the provera yet. I will in the AM. Dang.

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  3. *hugs* I totally understand you being frustrated, especially when you have a good game plan going and you are ready to get it started. I hope AF comes soon so you can get started.

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  4. C'mon new cycle! I have heard it takes longer for the Provera to kick in for some women. Maybe you can go in for an u/s if it doesn't come in a week's time? It's funny how sometimes all we want is for AF to come! I have been there. Hang tight. She'll show soon enough!

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