I went in this morning for blood work and and ultrasound to see why I haven't started my period considering I'm 20 dpo. I just got off the phone with my nurse and here's what I found out:
My beta was 10.6
My progesterone was 3.66
My estradiol was 211
Now, those are dismal numbers. Especially considering I ovulated 3 weeks ago. We still have to follow this to make sure the numbers go back to normal before moving forward. Maybe this was fate's way of putting off Chicago until my CCRM consult?
Or maybe, this is fate trying to give me a boost...I may not have many eggs left in my basket, but there are SOME and this can happen.
I'm going to hope that since the endometriosis has been cleared out, it allowed this to happen. I'm also going to believe that getting pregnant the same month as my surgery is why it didn't stick.
This makes me more determined than ever to see this journey through and know that this is going to happen for me. I don't know how or when, but I'm going to give it everything I've got.
Woah! I love when life hands us something to restore our hope. And I love even more that you can see it that way!
ReplyDeleteWow!! I'm glad that you know that it CAN happen. :)
ReplyDeleteYou just never cease to amaze me. Even with low numbers like that, knowing it may not be viable, you automatically are seeing the silver lining and seeing the possibilities. You, my friend, are AH-MAYZ-ING! Yes indeedy! Sperm did meet egg and that IS reason to celebrate!
ReplyDeleteI'm hoping everything falls naturally with your next beta or that you have a miracle and are somehow off on your O date...is that possible at all? Probably not, since you've been charting for long enough to know, but I'm just happy for you no matter what, and I LOVE your attitude. :)
I am so sorry that even though you got a BFP it probably is not viable, but I am so glad you see the hope and the possibility and I am praying so hard for you keeping fingers, toes, and everything crossed. You ARE going to be a Mom Suzanne. All of this WILL be worth it. *hugs*
ReplyDeleteIt seems that when we need a sign to hold on to hope we receive it. I am glad you are seeing this as a positive thing and are more confident moving foward with your journey. Hoping that your consult with CCRM answers all your questions and you set a plan in motion.
ReplyDeleteWow! It can be really hard to know how to feel about these things, so I'm glad you're seeing it as a positive. Hoping it's a sign of good things to come.
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