Seriously, this cycle has just been very difficult all around. I was so excited to start my first round of Clomid. After the ovulation confusion that happened, it really took a lot of the joy out of it! Now, I just found out from my doctors office that, yesterday, when I went in for my progesterone blood draw, they did an HSG instead. AGH! Well other than being told that was negative, that doesn't confirm ovulation this month. I'm beyond frustrated with this.
I'm waiting for a call back from them, my guess is I'll have to go back in today. I know 9 dpo is very early for a pregnancy test, but what a let down regardless, and a one that shouldn't have even happened. What I'm so torn about is that I have been seeing the obgyn for 8 years. I adore him. So far this year, (not him, thank goodness) but that office did a incomplete d&c, causing me to have an emergency d&c 6 days later, and then not getting monitored on the Clomid, which I feel is necessary and now this. It's very difficult when I've always had such a good relationship with this doctor. I know that I've made the right decision to see an RE, I just wish I could have gotten in sooner than late August. I'm really torn about what to do these next couple cycles. Monitor? Don't monitor? OPK's? Clomid still? Take a break? It's just really taking it's toll. Not that this cycle is out. I would say that being 10 dpo, doesn't necessarily mean that, but after all of this, it's really hard to be very confident. In truth, I'm concerned now about scar tissue among other things that could have happened with the multiple d&c's.
My husband keeps saying "well we got pregnant on an IUD, the odds of that are crazy", "we got pregnant after 4 cycles last fall", well maybe so, but something certainly isn't working now.
I'll update more later after I hear back from the doctor. Hopefully I can calm down a bit so I don't bite anyone's head off!
On better news...I love my husband. I had a great weekend. He was so sweet. We went on our first golf outing of the year on Saturday and had the best time together. What a nice break from it all, even if it was only for a few hours.